2006-09-29
This is part one.I feel magnetic today.
Like as if I am one magnet and something else is another magnet. Since, I am in front of my computer thinking about going to do something. I am (or perhaps another thing) is placing a piece of paper between two magnets. I can feel the souths presence but there is a thin line between myself(north)and the south(?).
It almost still feels like its inside when I don't talk about it.
Even when its seems sorted through in my head.
What I have done and been through and seen and heard and said, cannot be used against me.
Every moment is a breath farther away from that place.
Which is just closer to another place.
Every moment is one of growth.
But some things need to be purged.
Energy in, energy out.
I say it enough.
And have for long enough.
I never use it enough.
I think I say it because I know what energy in becomes when its not energy out.
It is 11:03pm. I will be home drunk soon enough. Then I will probably spill some drunken guts. Ahh, be happy I'm not one to drunk dial. Or you'd all be in danger.
Katrina at 10:10 PM