2006-12-03

I got nothin'

I was thinking just now and I have had a bit of a hard time forgiving myself for things I've done wrong. I just want to say now that in this life, I haven't done anything wrong. I have participated! I will continue to participate and do somethings wrong because thats what I do. I have almost never done whats 'right' the first time. I do what I feel is right for me at that time and it all turns out in the end sometimes its messy sometimes it works. I always learn from it. Don't get me wrong. I've been a nice person. I've been evil, then I saw someone else be evil. I've lied. I've told the truth, after I saw what the truth can do. I've stolen. I've given shit to people who stole after I realized what stealing does to a conscious. I break hearts, but starting making them when I saw how many had a heart like mine. I have friends, lost friends. I started volunteering all the time after I realized that I am not the only one who needs help. I try to make people laugh because I remember times when all I wanted was to laugh and there was something serious in the way. I removed obstacles. I am a removed obstacle.
I am guaranteed to take life unseriously because thats the only way I know how to take it. I no longer guess and I haven't in a long time. I no longer wait for things to happen because I like the course it runs alone. I am not sure whats in front of my eyes is not coming from within. With that said, I think I am in a good position and things are looking great.

Happy Day Sunday!

Katrina at 9:07 AM

2006-12-03

I got nothin'

I was thinking just now and I have had a bit of a hard time forgiving myself for things I've done wrong. I just want to say now that in this life, I haven't done anything wrong. I have participated! I will continue to participate and do somethings wrong because thats what I do. I have almost never done whats 'right' the first time. I do what I feel is right for me at that time and it all turns out in the end sometimes its messy sometimes it works. I always learn from it. Don't get me wrong. I've been a nice person. I've been evil, then I saw someone else be evil. I've lied. I've told the truth, after I saw what the truth can do. I've stolen. I've given shit to people who stole after I realized what stealing does to a conscious. I break hearts, but starting making them when I saw how many had a heart like mine. I have friends, lost friends. I started volunteering all the time after I realized that I am not the only one who needs help. I try to make people laugh because I remember times when all I wanted was to laugh and there was something serious in the way. I removed obstacles. I am a removed obstacle.
I am guaranteed to take life unseriously because thats the only way I know how to take it. I no longer guess and I haven't in a long time. I no longer wait for things to happen because I like the course it runs alone. I am not sure whats in front of my eyes is not coming from within. With that said, I think I am in a good position and things are looking great.

Happy Day Sunday!

Katrina at 9:07 AM