2006-09-30
I think I mentioned earlier I felt magnetic tonight.Maestro was where I was tonight. If you don't know who maestro is I'm not going to tell you. All I have to say is I talked to Maestro. He's very cool and looks damn good for his age. He also gave me a hug. I think I needed that hug. Any hug. My friend asked me why after I had talked to him for about 30 mins I didn't get his autograph. Why would I want his name on a piece of paper, that I would surely lose, when I can sit down and talk about the dungeon that is the embassy with him? She even hit me. I didn't understand. If that makes so much sense he should have asked me for my autograph too? no.
I'm happy I went out. I didn't really want to go. I love intuition.
A small girl by the name of brooklyn who is 4 taught me a new kiss today. I love kisses. I didn't know there was a butterfly kiss. Why didn't anyone tell me that? She was adorable. Turns out she didn't know what an eskimo kiss was. I showed her. Good times with Brooklyn.
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This could be part two.
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When you discover more about yourself. I think you actually give away that much. I mean that we find there is less that actually belongs to ourselves.
Like, I, is just what I give to you, making a part of you, me. Less of me. More of all of you. Less of you in you. More of us in us. All of us, in, all of us.
On a farm, you probably won't find an empty bucket. I mean not on a busy farm anyways. You can always fill it with shit. You can then take it to a garden. Help it grow. Fertilizer, they call it.
I've mentioned I think this world works backwards. You can learn something from everybody. When I realized I was being told that everything I was doing was wrong. I then believed listening to him tell me these things was wrong. He gave me every tool I needed to build an escape. Peace be those who bring the pain. Thank you.
Katrina at 3:46 AM