2006-11-09

you feel invincible, oh unfortunately...

Last night was a good night. My older sister just started dating this guy named paul. He is super complimentary of my sister. I love it. I've seen alot of new relationships and alot of the times I watch as people make themselves something they are not in order to obtain their object of desire and when the game is over and reality kicks in normally people will blame the other for there own unhappiness. I am just happy to see that my sister is comfortable and paul is comfortable (we've known him a long time) and that they can be free together. SO, since she spoils him and he spoils her we decided to make dinner because we like to do that sort of thing. paul invited shad over and her roommates were both home and one of them has a girlfriend so it was a nice little night. Huge laughs, good food, a bit of wine and lots of love in the air, all different sorts of love. I'm so happy to see there are still cheery people in the world making the best of what they have which runs so much deeper than some people ever really see. The fun. Holy heck how I love funny funny fun fun people. Anyways, Im glad last night happened. I think I needed it a bit. In fact I think we all did. I think we all do.

You know you are getting older when 4 of your friends are pregnant and 2 of them getting married. one married with a house and working on a baby. I show up at their houses with a hangover and some seemingly silly things to say and before I know it Im asked why I am not married and expecting a baby. Or in these exact words 'how long is your cat going to suffice for?' For one, I love my cat I have been friends with him since I was 5, jesse is the shit and until he's gone he will be the shit regardless of my situation. this is not the important part. the important part is what makes that person (and others) think that living with your mom and your cat and doing what you like to do is somehow not enough to be content? I dont show up at your house telling you that 3/4 of you will end up divorced and that you will blame the other and that you will resent your children because you all fell into a trap...I dont know if thats true. It may not be. I could say that though because statistics show....why do I not? because what you do is not who you are. your car is not you. your kids are not you. your practical life is not who you are. we use the tools we have in order to get what we think we need. alot of the time its only what we want.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm enjoying myself. Thats all. In any situation.

Katrina at 8:06 AM

2006-11-09

you feel invincible, oh unfortunately...

Last night was a good night. My older sister just started dating this guy named paul. He is super complimentary of my sister. I love it. I've seen alot of new relationships and alot of the times I watch as people make themselves something they are not in order to obtain their object of desire and when the game is over and reality kicks in normally people will blame the other for there own unhappiness. I am just happy to see that my sister is comfortable and paul is comfortable (we've known him a long time) and that they can be free together. SO, since she spoils him and he spoils her we decided to make dinner because we like to do that sort of thing. paul invited shad over and her roommates were both home and one of them has a girlfriend so it was a nice little night. Huge laughs, good food, a bit of wine and lots of love in the air, all different sorts of love. I'm so happy to see there are still cheery people in the world making the best of what they have which runs so much deeper than some people ever really see. The fun. Holy heck how I love funny funny fun fun people. Anyways, Im glad last night happened. I think I needed it a bit. In fact I think we all did. I think we all do.

You know you are getting older when 4 of your friends are pregnant and 2 of them getting married. one married with a house and working on a baby. I show up at their houses with a hangover and some seemingly silly things to say and before I know it Im asked why I am not married and expecting a baby. Or in these exact words 'how long is your cat going to suffice for?' For one, I love my cat I have been friends with him since I was 5, jesse is the shit and until he's gone he will be the shit regardless of my situation. this is not the important part. the important part is what makes that person (and others) think that living with your mom and your cat and doing what you like to do is somehow not enough to be content? I dont show up at your house telling you that 3/4 of you will end up divorced and that you will blame the other and that you will resent your children because you all fell into a trap...I dont know if thats true. It may not be. I could say that though because statistics show....why do I not? because what you do is not who you are. your car is not you. your kids are not you. your practical life is not who you are. we use the tools we have in order to get what we think we need. alot of the time its only what we want.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm enjoying myself. Thats all. In any situation.

Katrina at 8:06 AM