2006-12-16

an explaination

If you are unsure what it feels like. Perhaps you can't relate. I am going to try my best to put it into words for you. Give you a slight grasp on an image, that is the essence, you may not undestand. It is of course my view.
Beware, You may need an open mind.
Its like the first few days of a new illness, something you've never felt the symptoms of before. Plaguing you with worry. What if its....? Except for you never see the doctor. Then the symptoms go away. They don't kill you and you return to health. Its the moment you open your eyes and you don't feel any symptoms. The excitement of sitting up out of bed. Feeling no pain. It's the feeling of feeling no pain.
now take that feeling. And take the doubt that creates the opposition of excitement for feeling better.

That moment you wonder if you are still sick.

Katrina at 12:48 AM

2006-12-16

an explaination

If you are unsure what it feels like. Perhaps you can't relate. I am going to try my best to put it into words for you. Give you a slight grasp on an image, that is the essence, you may not undestand. It is of course my view.
Beware, You may need an open mind.
Its like the first few days of a new illness, something you've never felt the symptoms of before. Plaguing you with worry. What if its....? Except for you never see the doctor. Then the symptoms go away. They don't kill you and you return to health. Its the moment you open your eyes and you don't feel any symptoms. The excitement of sitting up out of bed. Feeling no pain. It's the feeling of feeling no pain.
now take that feeling. And take the doubt that creates the opposition of excitement for feeling better.

That moment you wonder if you are still sick.

Katrina at 12:48 AM