2007-02-12

goodnight kittens and goodnight mittens.

so, she asks, are we god? can I be god?
and If I learn 'good' from a book it should be the same 'good' I learn after learning from 'bad' experiences and having that contrast. In fact experience has aided me more in truth, whether that is good or bad i don't know.
if it's 5 dollars for every syllable in a word that determines its worth...then I use only 5 dollar words.
keep it simple, stupid.
so, she asks,
what is god then? good orderly direction? g.o.d. I'd say.
what would that be? that which none greater can be conceived....
and what would that be? I am not innocent but I am guilt-free.....
and what does that feel like? i don't carry bags, i don't jump imaginary hurdles......less work. it feels like less work. no mid-day naps, if you will.
I have to be selfish because if im not in check how can i help you check yourself and I cant tell you how I can only show you how. If I act badly you still learn but im just not sure if I would be credited or blamed then. I would rather not be blamed.
When I sleep I am the first one I have to sleep with.
I don't like to lose sleep because I don't like the girl I'm sleeping with. it would be the laziest reason.
but there is the good, the bad and the truth and i am still deciphering all of these things.
I once told myself that hanging out with spiders will spin me in a web.
If I would have elaborated...I would have said I don't know why or what it all is but I know how to do it without losing sleep. I think that one of the most important things.
this one probably should have gone into my paper journal.
it may go to waste in a place like this.
we all know when handing out pieces of your soul the devil is somewhere in line.
why sacrifice when you can invest?

Katrina at 11:57 PM

2007-02-12

goodnight kittens and goodnight mittens.

so, she asks, are we god? can I be god?
and If I learn 'good' from a book it should be the same 'good' I learn after learning from 'bad' experiences and having that contrast. In fact experience has aided me more in truth, whether that is good or bad i don't know.
if it's 5 dollars for every syllable in a word that determines its worth...then I use only 5 dollar words.
keep it simple, stupid.
so, she asks,
what is god then? good orderly direction? g.o.d. I'd say.
what would that be? that which none greater can be conceived....
and what would that be? I am not innocent but I am guilt-free.....
and what does that feel like? i don't carry bags, i don't jump imaginary hurdles......less work. it feels like less work. no mid-day naps, if you will.
I have to be selfish because if im not in check how can i help you check yourself and I cant tell you how I can only show you how. If I act badly you still learn but im just not sure if I would be credited or blamed then. I would rather not be blamed.
When I sleep I am the first one I have to sleep with.
I don't like to lose sleep because I don't like the girl I'm sleeping with. it would be the laziest reason.
but there is the good, the bad and the truth and i am still deciphering all of these things.
I once told myself that hanging out with spiders will spin me in a web.
If I would have elaborated...I would have said I don't know why or what it all is but I know how to do it without losing sleep. I think that one of the most important things.
this one probably should have gone into my paper journal.
it may go to waste in a place like this.
we all know when handing out pieces of your soul the devil is somewhere in line.
why sacrifice when you can invest?

Katrina at 11:57 PM