2006-05-06
I'm here...somehow.
There's been alot of talk lately. Especially, regarding things that I've been thinking about in my own spare time. It's almost as if everyone I talk to or think about in passing mentions something about the things I've been thinking about in passing. I hate to sound cliche...but I'm going to be careful what I wish for lately. I was having a conversation the other day. Alongside, my friend, Kate. We have talked about things I can't even remember now. Either way, all of it seems to add up to practically everything. If you know me, You probably know I am a big connections buff. I love connections, connecting and relating obscure to obscure. Either way, we were chatting about how if we all live in a dream sort of world, then she wouldn't be real to me and to her I wouldn't be real to her...But obviously neither one of us would know this. To us, It's just as real as anything else... We always talk about the fact that we'll think of things in fleeting and strangely these things will stand out. Then something regarding that thought will happen....ALWAYS... Today we went to the beach. I think this happened 5 times, maybe more. 5 at least. I will always take this all back to the fact that you determine your own destiny. Your thoughts create your world. You live in your own world, in your own thoughts...So what's real? Nothing. So, let go.
I can't wait to wake up.
For another dream to begin.
Katrina at 7:46 PM