2006-07-06
lets mix some words together.
I needed somewhere to write some things that no one will ever read and if they do, never have any thoughts about it. Life is crazy. These are my thoughts on some things. although, you'll never decipher most of it. Thats the lovely lovely handicapped part about it all. no titles. whats in a name?darker than the infinite
black in every sense
a shape of the unconquered
put on the mask of wax
search for satisfaction
fall unto the knees
a broken piece of shelter
where the ignorance would be
control the siege that are put in place
sleep is the death of me
take breath to hollow lungs
falling brook
the rocks become sand
but its floating that shook
the silence of the air
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what flames are those
that cast the heat
upon the cold and silent heart
that raises the pressure of mercury thermometers
that burns skin under the sunlight
melts the fondue in the kitchen
to dip the sweet fruit into a warm blanket
only to be eaten by a mouth
that loves the sweet chocolate
with undertones of a bittersweet strawberry
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I will spare you all the details
they only fill a space
a form over function type words in a space
they only make things pretty
enough for you to bare
the girl who doesn't know herself
or whats buried under there
I'll let myself be who I am
and carry on my way
I'll take whats left of mine to give
and share it in a way
that makes myself feel better
about the things ive done today
and hopefully the words I lack
will flow from my selfless actions
and you will see whats really here
under the aesthetical attraction
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dull gray coulds to keep
windowpanes feeling sad
faces change to rain
from an outside view
found life i suppose
watching a liquid muse
fall for love
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I am hidden.
veil me.
the torpid character.
how sedulous and cunning.
I want to push her off a cliff
she only becomes fruitless,
when I am begging for a basket
to give to those im ingratiating.
I thought that I was feeling.
I'm only proving something,
I'm a lie to everyone.
sweet veil please keep them blinded.
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this does not constitute love
ill make magic from these words
this does not fabricate feelings
ill help the fire under foliage
wet and hard to burn
but its not about to flame
this could take some experience
this is like a ball and chain
forgive me for my weakness
but its you that i am all about
but its you thats under siege
and i am ditching out on me
this romance is inhaling bleach
your lungs are feeling faulted
and taken swift to collapsing
need a rest
forget the rest
heart cant ignore the beat
this is going to break me down
im not ready for defeat
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I am radio kid
I buzz around like waves in the air
and meet the other waves up there
sometimes someone will tune me in
sometimes I am the good song on
sometimes Im changed and pushed to fly
and remain a radiowave in flight
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Street lights pass me by.
I am not moving
we are brave enough to pretend these moments last
who are you kindly stranger?
what have you endured?
do street lights take you to your place?
where are you going to?
a dog named grimblys hungry
you've gone to get some food.
a hungry dogs a bitch to please
if you haven't got the tools.
you just cuss and pass me by
like all other seconds gone
they never stop to say hello
and always they have won
so fair thee well dear stranger
you cast me off quite well
but thanks for listening to my rant
I'm one step further out of hell.
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in the dark
we hear the bark on the trees call our names
the whispering wind soothe us with song again
where are we headed?
who cares lets us drive
take the backroads and we'll meet someone we don't know
deeply and passionately we'll seek the unknown
in the dawn before we left
we stared into the mist and we left our little heads
lets do our best at feeling life
instead of beating it
lets call out to the forest and let it choose our path
and wander in forgotten places
forget all the math
make something from nothing
and find the truth and one thing
that sets us free and follows me
into your heart
tonight at dusk
Katrina at 4:17 PM